Title: Love Hurts
Under Title: Tess's POV 1/1
Author: Sheila Limontas
E-mail: s_limontas@yahoo.com
Disclaimer: I don't own the cast of Roswell or 'Bridal
Ballad' by Edgar Allan Poe
Distribution: Anyone that wants it, just let me know .
Spoilers: After Destiny
Summary: This is set after Destiny. It's Tess's
thoughts on her life and the people around her. This
Fic was written after reading 'Bridal Ballad' by Poe.
Category: Series Miscellaneous Poem Fics
Rating: PG-13
Feedback: Send me feedback offline.
Author's Note: I would really love to see what
everybody thinks, so write.
Thank you Sheila
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Love Unwanted
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{ The ring is on my hand, And the wreath is on my
brow; Satin and jewels grand Are all at my command,
And I am happy now.}
Why me? Am I meant to have all this pain. Why doesn't
anyone want me? I have finally find them, Max, Isabel
and Michael. I should be happy right? Then why do I
feel like the unwanted guest.
{ And my lord he loves me well; But, when first he
breathed his vow, I felt my bosom swell
For the words rang as a knell,
And the voice seemed his who fell
In the battle down the dell, And who is happy now. }
I had always thought that once we were all together
again that we would be a family, a real family. Not
the kind that I've pretended to have with Nescado. I
was never more then someone to protect to him, he
could never love me the way I needed to be loved but
he was all I had. If only they had not left me, maybe
then I wouldn't have been so alone.
{ But he spoke to re-assure me, And he kissed my
pallid brow, While a reverie came o'er me, And to the
church-yard bore me, And I sighed to him before me,
Thinking him dead D'Elormie, "Oh, I am happy now!" }
Why couldn't they all see that I've been so alone!
I've had nothing and no one but my dreams. Dreams that
have kept me well, when the loneliness came. I would
see Max loving me, Isabel caring for me and Michael
adoring me. My dreams were all I had to keep me going
until I found them.
{ And thus the words were spoken, And this the
plighted vow, And, though my faith be broken, And,
though my heart be broken, Here is a ring, as token
That I am happy now! }
The world that I had made for myself came crashing
down when I saw the reality of their lives. They
didn't even remember me! They were happy with the
lives they had. They all had someone to love and
someone who loved them in return. But what about me, I
was the one left behind, I was the cast aside for
better things, WHAT ABOUT ME!.
{ Would God I could awaken!
For I dream I know not how!
And my soul is sorely shaken }
Is this how my life is meant to be, unwanted and
unloved. I thought finding them would make everything
inside me better but the pain isn't gone and there are
no dreams to make it better!
{ Lest an evil step be taken,
Lest the dead who is forsaken
May not be happy now. }
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