PoemFic - Isabel - 'Love Found ' 1/1

Title: Love Found 

Under Title: Isabel's POV  1/1 

Author: Sheila Limontas 

E-mail: s_limontas@yahoo.com 

Disclaimer: I don't own the cast of Roswell or 'To a

Stranger' by Walt Whitman 

Distribution: Anyone that wants it, just let me know .

Spoilers: After Destiny 

Summary: This is set after Destiny. It's Isabel's

thoughts on her life and Alex. This Fic was written

after reading 'To a Stranger' by Whitman. 

Category: Series Miscellaneous Poem 

Fics Rating: PG-13 

Feedback: Send me feedback offline. 

Author's Note: I would really love to see what

everybody thinks, so write. 

Thank you Sheila 

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Love Found 

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{ PASSING stranger! you do not know how longingly I

look upon you, }

I never really knew you but somehow you knew me. I

didn't know how much I need you in my life. You were a

virtual stranger to me, but my heart knew you well.

When I am with you I know I've found my home. I don't

know how you did it Alex but somehow you made me

smile, laugh, and even dance. I didn't think I'd ever

find someone like you, that's why I'm glad you found

me.

{ You must be he I was seeking, or she I was seeking,

(it comes to me as of a dream,) I have somewhere

surely lived a life of joy with you, }

How could I have been so blind to you? And why did it

take me so long to come to you. When I was in your

dream I saw how YOU saw ME and I was shocked. You

didn't see me like most guys did, you thought I was

more thing a pretty face. It was then that I'd wished

that I had known you but what would the school's Ice

Maiden be doing hanging with the school's Court

Jester. 

{ All is recall'd as we flit by each other, fluid,

affectionate, chaste, matured, You grew up with me,

were a boy with me or a girl with me, }

Once I knew how you felt about me, I was drawn to you.

I had to let you know I see you too. At the Rave I

wanted to tell you everything, I felt like I could

trust you with my very life. But you mistook my words,

and the hurt in your eyes made me want to cry. How did

you get to me, we were  not even friends! You got to

me and that scared me, I couldn't let myself get close

to you. You made me see how alone I really was. Max

and Michael care about me for sure but they didn't

know ME, they never paid much attention to what I had

to say. It was always "We do this, or that", but did

that ask me nope, they just told me. 

{ I ate with you and slept with you, your body has

become not yours only, nor left my body mine only, You

give me the pleasure of your eyes, face, flesh, as we

pass, you take of my beard, breast, hands, }

But You listened, you waited and you loved  me.  I had

to let you in to save me from me. I needed to KNOW

what it would be like belong to you. I felt loved by

you in away that made me feel cherished and adored.

And to think you loved me all this time, how could I

have been so blind. 

{ in return, I am not to speak to you, I am to think

of you when I sit alone or wake at night alone}

Now this 'Pre-Destiny' wants me to give you up, how

can I . I just put my glasses on, and I see the future

I want in your eyes. I can't give us up and I won't,

no one can make me . You are everything I never knew I

wanted. I'm not the same Isabel as before I think for

myself, and I'll be damned if I lose you now! So don't

give up on me Alex, we'll be together I promise.

{ I am to wait, I do not doubt I am to meet you

again, I am to see to it that I do not lose you.}